Hi
Has anyone worked in a job where there is no mentor to guide you through how to do things? Got a job in a small engineering firm sort of as a junior/entry/graduate type. Never done the type of work (design/software) before and i just got put into the deep end. Sort of drowning atm. I use my own weekend time to research tutorials on how to use softwares but it takes heaps of time to learn something new and complicated. I wish there was someone senior I can ask question, rely on, be mentored on but its just me, boss and 2 other uni students. The boss isnt technically minded. I would ask him software questions and he just points me to the software help desk or user manual. Hes got this design that he wants me to finish off ASAP but im struggling to learn the thing. Its like youre given an excel spreadsheet with 30+ worksheets that previous employee has worked on with fancy buttons, formulas, graphs and codings and youre asked to finish it off (and you've never used excel in your life). I need a mentor
The students are coping better than I am because uni materials are still fresh in their mind. Its been few years for me and im rusty about stuff i learnt in uni. Im feeling VERY stress over the weekend and am just stuck, thinking every minute about the tasks at night but has no idea. I have told boss about finding it difficult but he just says I got a uni degree and I should be able to do it. I dont think i can do it and sort of feeling sorry for the boss that he has to pay me for pretty much not giving him anything in return.Please advise if it has happened to you and how to deal with this?
Side note:
The job description did not include these technical tasks and softwares. I did mention I had interest in softwares hence he gave me some software work (but i never expected there would be no mentor for it). Because its a small firm, boss expects people to do EVERYTHING, not just one particular tasks like big companies
Were you employed to undertake this specific task or is this task just one of the things that has arisen in the scope of your day to day work?
If you were not actually specifically employed to do this, I would think there would be no harm in asking the boss for further support or for somebody else to take over the task - eg can you get a consultant or an external contractor to do that part of it? It sounds to me like it is quite complex and furthermore that it has been kicking around for a while. If you were not specifically hired to deal with it (ie interviewed and chosen from a pool of qualified candidates) then I don't see that there could be any backlash on to you.
If you WERE specifically hired for it, then I guess there was a breakdown in communication in the interview where either the complexity of the task was misrepresented to you, or you misrepresented your own ability. If the former, then again, ask for assistance (and it sounds like the boss has no real idea about the task itself). If the latter, I guess it really is up to you to either skill yourself up or confess you are not adequate for the job and accept the consequences.
good luck