This might be a bit of a stretch but I haven't had much luck as is so I'm hoping I might at least get pointed in the right direction.
Backstory: I have a brain tumour. On my pituitary gland. It causes a condition called acromegaly and among other things gives me severe headaches. I've had one surgery and a course of radiation however the residual tumour is inoperable. Any attempts to remove it would likely damage my eyesight due to its proximity to my optic nerve.
Recently, as far as I can tell due to political pressure, my pain specialist has indicated his intent to take me off my current regimen of opioids to treat the pain. Thus far I've been willing to try the alternatives being put forward like clonidine, gabapentin and amitriptyline however these haven't proven effective even at high doses. They leave me in a state where it's difficult to work since they take away my brain's ability to process information in a way that the opioids don't.
All of this has me worried since the pain specialists I've seen thus far (1 public, 1 private) don't seem to care about the state this leaves me in. This runs the risk of putting my career and mental health in jeopardy due the strain it places on my social ties (people don't stick around if you don't engage). I understand that there may be long term consequences of extended opioid use but they don't worry me as much as the short term ones. What's the point in living to 60 if I have to spend 30 years in utter misery?
So my question is this. Does anyone have any leads on a pain specialist or GP specialising in pain that is more likely to let me make these decisions myself? Any recommendations would be appreciated. Even if people have suggestions for other places I might ask these same questions. If you've got direct experience with a pain specialist that went well, point me in their direction.
EDIT: I'm based in Melbourne though I'm operating on the theory that most practices can do remote sessions these days.
Could ask your specialist about a Ketamine infusion. Wife has had some success.