Hi Guys, I am desperately seeking advice regarding my situation.
I will try to summarise the last few years of my life.
- I'm 24 years old
- I graduated from Monash University with an accounting/commerce degree in 2016.
- During this time I had bad mental issues and didn't make any connections/friends/do much research regarding my future/potential career.
- In 2017 I began working at a local tax accounting firm.
- I spent 1 year working at this firm. I worked in a terrible environment and pretty much spent the entire year doing individual tax returns in a hot stuffy office with anti social people :(
- I quit at the end of the year and started looking for a job at a better firm.
- In early 2018 i landed a job at a bigger and better suburban firm in the same role - junior tax / business services. Unfortunately during this time my mental issues returned and i started doing very poorly at my job. After 6 months at this firm i was let go after probation. This occurred at the end of August.
- Since then, i've decided change my career direction and attempt to move into a commercial accounting path.
- I've applied to 100's of places and keep getting rejected for my lack of experience. I've had several interviews too. All the feedback i have gotten has been that my interview skills are very good but i just lack experience or someone was better than me.
- I'm starting to feel suicidal as i don't know what to do next.
I feel like these are my options;
Option 1: Keep applying for commercial entry level positions as i've been doing and hope i get lucky
Option 2: Go back to doing tax accounting, start my CA and complete it then apply for commercial roles in 2 years time. - Not sure how i can do this though as what happened at my previous job - i have no reference and not sure what i could say in an interview as to what happened ??? ALSO i don't know if i could survive a few more years of doing individual tax returns again? (that would be 2+ years of doing fricken tax returns)
I don't really know what i should do. I feel really depressed and suicidal sometimes because i wasted so much time and that i let my mental issues dominate my life (OCD/Anxiety etc) which had a major impact on my life / career. I know deep down that i have half a brain and that if given the right environment i can excel and do really well. Any advice appreciated.
Thank you for reading.
EDIT; Just wanted to say I really appreciated everyone who has contributed to this thread. I didn't expect so many replies and I'm really thankful that random people online have taken the time to help me out. I don't have many friends/connections IRL so this is something that has really giving me a lift. Thank you.
Can you do temp work through an agency for now?